Desperate

i wanted to draw someone... not pretty.
i wanted to draw someone.. not welcome in the aesthetic cliques of society today.
i wanted to draw something i could be passionate about.
i wanted a subject with a meaning, a message.
i wanted to try something new.
i wanted to make people feel something.
i wanted a reaction.

did i get what i wanted?
...you tell me.






(i took this picture with my cell phone camera so.. i'm not sure what's up with the colors. its just no. 2 pencil.)